So much has changed so rapidly
I see no end to what's haunting me
Every time it hits me
Some days it seems I can cope with it
And some days it all goes to shit
Nothing seems familiar
A test of time

I’m being swept away
With every passing day
Hold on
Fear of the unknown
Fear of being alone
Are we all
Drops in the ocean


I can't shake the regret
Of judgments I held for so long
For what felt so right
But it wasn't right
Pretended I had forgotten
It all seemed so unreal
Our connection by distance
Lost in an instant

I wish you held on

I'm being swept away
With every passing day
My fear of this unknown
This void was once my home
And I wish I had said goodbye
But I'm grateful that we had tried
I hate that you are gone
I wish you had held on

The pain was in your eyes
I couldn’t see inside
The pain was in your eyes
I couldn’t see inside

Pain
And shame
The blame
Gone unclaimed

Pain
Shame
Blame
Unclaimed

The pain was in your eyes
What was on your mind
The pain was in your eyes
I couldn't see inside

When sleeping wasn't something I feared
And before I felt my life disappear
I have to remind myself every day that
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
Its slipping thru my fingers
are we all drops in the ocean

When everything still seemed so clear
Before I knew I could persevere
I have to remind myself every day that
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back
I want it back