And who am I now
I've questioned my faith
And insecurities
And where does that leave me now
The colors, they fade
And dull before me
And what can you bring me now
No longer can taste
The air grows thicker
Where does that lead me now
It leads me down
This winding passage

This is not me
Have I lost control?
I'm incomplete
Am I alone
The oxygen returns
The blood rushes back
The darkness dissipates
Can I do this on my own

I know who I am
I know what it takes
To break free from you
I know where this leaves me now
The colors are vivid
And shine before me
So what can you bring me now
It's a struggle to face
But I've brought this on myself
So where does that lead me now
I've opened the door
I've made my choice

For the first time that I recall
I feel I'm in control
Not just an outline of my self
I think I'm someone after all
This time I've never believed in me
Cause all that I've heard is the dissonance in my head
Call it a flaw in my chemistry
A flaw in the life I've lead
It took too long to free myself
And cast my guilt aside
The hardest part was to forgive
And leave the hate behind

I am whole
I am stronger
In control
Ever longer

Is this what it feels like to be real again
Is this what it feels like to breathe again
Is this what it feels like to forgive
Is this what it feels like to want to live

I've wasted my time
To be in your life
I've wasted my time
To be in your life

Now that I'm here will I be enough
Now that I feel will I feel enough
Now that I bleed am I strong enough
Now that I'm real can I be in love
Now that you're here can I trust enough
Now that I'm free can I be enough?


Abductee
Set me free
We disagree
You will be
Finally
Too blind to see
Questioning
All I've seen
All I have been
Now I know
I must be
Myself again

I think it took a lifetime just to get away
I traded guilt for petty insecurities
It might take half a lifetime just to feel okay
Now its time to finally believe in me

Is this what it feels like to be real again
Is this what it feels like to breathe again
Is this what it feels like to forgive
Is this what it feels like to want to live

Now that I'm here will I be enough
Now that I feel will I feel enough
Now that I bleed am I strong enough
Now that I'm real can I be enough