Knocking on the door where fear resides,
I'd been sent away,
waiting on the fight

Analyzing all i'd ever seen,
what it felt to me,
how it held to me,

Lost at sea the child in me
drifts away,
unforseen duality
every day,

Everything I've built my life into,
now feels different,
the past feels buried.

Realizing that I'm home again,
the shadow's cast,
but i'm still lost.



All I have (GREED)
all i've lost (pain)
here I am (hell)
where I belong (I belong)
I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am. (Lost)


Organizing all the dissonance,
i'm such a pessimist,
I've scratched the surface.

Lost at sea the child in me
finds it's way,
lessons come from history
life is synchronicity,

Emotions always get the best of me,
I forget the rest of me,
needs some focus.

Why do I go through this?
why can't I refuse this?
Is this what abuse is?
(It's useless.)

All I have (greed)
all i've lost (pain)
here I am (hell)
where I belong (I belong)
I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am.
Lost

Mirror, mirror,
who are you now?
take me back
to who I was before
I need you, i need you, i need you back
nearer, nearer now.
I feel you I feel you alive,
the warmth you brought
that made everything right,
I need you, I need you, i need you in my life.

waves ripple in the sun in the middle of oblivion,
the wind takes the sails as I set for the shores,
invisible to me.
the feeling is right as I head to the edge of it,
but I'm not really sure.

The air in my lungs makes me feel like a child again,
the stars fill my eyes as I move towards the dark,
pulling from under, the fear doesn't start this time.
And as I go down, I become whole again,
All of this fight I've had for so long,
took away from what I'd become.

Hide and seek,
forgotten you'd played,
hidden away,
from you to see.
Hide and seek,
forgotten you'd played,
hidden away,
from you to be
Yourself.

My existence is limited,
two eyes forward, bias tilted,
My existence is spirited,
three eyed intuition,

Mirror, Mirror
I see you now.
I hear you, i hear you.
calling me out.
Mirror, Mirror
you're broken again,
this time I won't believe.
You're pretend.
It's pretend.