This game we play at the
End of each day
It's not what we expected
Not what we expected

Think we need it

That's the issue with the struggle can't
Anticipate the actions of the ones providing trouble

We can say no

But my mind is thinking yes and
Sometimes it seems to help to get the weight off of my chest

Think we need it?

When I don't I feel so strong and I wonder what the fuck I was thinking all along

Keep our heads straight

It was never there before and I never should have given in and opened up the door

Each step forward
One step back
Its not what we expected
Not what we expected

The debt must be repaid to
Genetic memory from those inside their graves
Or is it in my mind
Try to see but I fear I'm going blind

No sleep... Eyes are red. Have another taste
Only hours left to start again. Cannot go to waste
Leaping off the ledge. Landing on another
Can't fall down. Must learn from the strength of my brothers

I can control myself
I can think for myself the
Memories of my father and my mother won't dictate my health
I can control myself
I can think for myself and
I have to keep on trying I
Can't continue crying I
Have to stay accountable
Nothings insurmountable

The debt must be repaid to
Genetic memory from those inside their graves
Or is it in my mind
Try to see but I fear I'm going blind

I thought that there was more
Steered clear from what I knew was at my core
If it is in my mind
I know there's light in the future I will find