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the fall

from ecdysis by Particle Thief

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Let go of the world
And let go of all the fear inside
Everything's in motion
Nothing left to decide

I feel like I'm losing my mind
I've been losing track of time

I feel like I've become someone that you don't want to know
I can't help but feel there's some thing wrong

Its that crushing wave of guilt that overcomes me now
It pulls me under and drags me down
I try to scream for help but I don't know how
The shadows gather around me as I fall

I don't wanna be the one that pushes you away
I don't wanna beg for you to stay

And as I breathe in, I contemplate this life I'm living
And as I breathe out, I focus on what I'm living for
I open my eyes, and push past the tears that I've been shedding
Cause I realize, I've shed them for no one but me

I can't cast aside, all of this weight that I've been under
You know I've tried, but its breaking me down
All of my plans, all my intentions gone asunder
Deep down I know, I'm the only one to blame

Stare at the wall
Skin begins to crawl
No one sees you fall
So fuck them all

You will be bound in chains,
With opened veins
And full of shame
There will be nothing you can
Do to rid myself from you
I am the first thing that you
Feel when you
Are all alone
And I'll be the last thing that
You truly have
But never own

Am I alone?
How did I get here?
Will I be on my own for too long?

I'm the thing inside your head
That fills you full of fear and dread
I am in complete control
And wearing thin upon your soul
All your thoughts they are bent on me
I am all that you will ever see
The only way to be rid of me
Is to end it all and be set free

Can it be?
That they all left me?
How was I so blind as not to see....

Its that crushing wave of guilt that overcomes me now
It pulls me under and drags me down
I try to scream for help but I don't know how
The shadows gather around me as I fall

I'm all that's left
I'm all that's there
I'm all you have
I'm everywhere

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from ecdysis, released January 28, 2021

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